aku dan dia

hye , lame tak update blog , lagipun aku bukan taw sangat nak gne blog2 nyh . lagipun takde followers , hahaha :DD
aku kat sini nak cerita n nak luahkan perasaan aku .
aku tak pandai sangat nak luahkan secarbe kaa percakapan , so nak tulis pun malas . then aku taip jelah kan senang :)
okay , to the point !
aku suka sangat kat dia , 
kenapa ? siapa ? bagaimana ?
sebab nye , aku pun tak taw , dah tertarik kat dia .
siapa tu bialah rahsia , maybe kalau empunya badan tu baca blog ny , dia lah orangnya .
aku jumpa dia pun mase bulan 3 .
nak detail lagi , nanti2 lah aku story mory .
ok, sebenarnya dia tak tawu aku suka dia n selalu tgk dia , tapi aku tak taw lah dia pulak cmne kan .
di pendekkan cerita , kenal2 cmtu , tetiba dia ter-mintak number .
so aku pun ter-bagi kat dia .
kitaorang pun contact punya contact sampai ter-kapel . (bahagia sebenarnya )
dah kapel tu , masing2 tak kenal satu sama lain , mesti lah ter-gaduh kan .
so aku pun tak sengaja ter-mintak break dgn dia .
and kitaorang pun ter-breakup . 
tapi sehari je , esoknya dah kapel balik . 
aku bgtw dia aku ny jenis cmne and everything tu semua , baru dia paham .
dia pun bgtw sikit2 pasal dia . #tu lah main renjan je kan ?
arytu baru sebulan kapel nan dia , aku lak yg buat hal . (actually aku pun tak taw aku buat hal ape ????? )
aku ny suka bergaul n berkawan dgn lelaki .
and then , suddenly dia ter-nampak aku dgn seorang lelaki .
aku ingat dia okay je .
tetiba kawan dia dtg kat aku bgtw yg si dia ny tacing nan aku .
aku pun tny asal nak tacing nan aku ? #sory aku mmg kasar orgnye :)
kawan dia bgtw yg dia nampak aku berbual nan laki .
#dalam aty aku ---> ehh ?? berbual je kot , bukan pegang2 pelok2 ape tu semua !
and kawan dia suh aku g jmpe dy .
aku pun jmpe lah .
time tu aku ngah bad mood n sakit hati , so pemikiran pun terhad je .
dah g jmpe dia , dia bole pulak cakap ---> puas ? dah puas menggatal ??
perghhh ! nyirap siot aku , tapi tetiba je aku nak menangis , teros aku blah dr situ .
seb baek sahabat2 aku ade pujuk aku , okay lah sikit .
then , kawan dia sibuk tny aku okay kew tak .
kenape bkn dia yg tny aku ke apeke , 
lagi lah aku sedih sehh !
sampai takde selera makan time tu .
aku tgk orang pun cm nak gaduh .
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di pendekkan lg cerita .
aku tak mintak break lah .
aku just nak jd kawan rapat je .
tp dia kata dia tak kesah , tp cuma kasih syg tu takde .
so , aku dah taw dia cmne .
                       ~THE END ~

nasyid rasulullah

Rasulullah dalam mengenangmu 
Kami susuli lembaran sirahmu 
Pahit getir pengorbananmu 
Membawa cahaya kebenaran 

Engkau taburkan pengorbananmu
Untuk umatmu yang tercinta
Biar terpaksa tempuh derita
Cekalnya hatimu menempuh ranjaunya

Tak terjangkau tinggi pekertimu
Tidak tergambar indahnya akhlakmu
Tidak terbalas segala jasamu
Sesungguhnya engkau rasul mulia
Tabahnya hatimu menempuh dugaan
Mengajar erti kesabaran
Menjulang panji kemenangan
Terukir namamu di dalam Al-Quran

Rasulullah kami umatmu
Walau tak pernah melihat wajahmu
Kami cuba mengingatimu
Dan kami cuba mengamal sunnahmu

Kami sambung perjuanganmu
Walau kita tak pernah bersua
Tapi kami tak pernah kecewa
Allah dan rasul sebagai pembela

SURAT PUTUS CINTA

I WANT TO CUT CONNECTION US

I have think about this very cook-cook. I know I clap one hand only. Correctly, I have seen you and she walk-walk together at town with eyes myself. You grab hand she. You always ask for apology back-back. I don’t trust you again!You are really crocodile land.

My friend speak you play… wood three. First-first I think my friend lie me. But now I know you correct-correct play wood three. So, I break connection to pull my body from this triangle. I know this result I pick is very correct, because you love she very high from me.

So, I cut this connection to go far from here. I don’t want you to play-play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water thinking about you. I don’t want banana to fruit two times.

Safe walk…

tijah

I'M Only Me When I'M With You

Taylor Swift - I'M Only Me When I'M With You

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are paintin' pictures in the sky
And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

[Chorus]
I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Livin' in a crazy world
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets are my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do
And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

[Chorus]

When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself
Only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I'm only me
When I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you
Uh huh, yeah

The One That Got Away

KATY PERRY - THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

Summer after high school, when we first met
We make-out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my eighteenth birthday, we got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day I'd be losing you

[Chorus]
In another life, I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown, singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse

[Chorus]

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should'a told you what you meant to me, whoa
Cause now I pay the price

[Chorus]

The one (the one)
The one (the one)
The one (the one)

In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

cinta terhalang ~

petang tadi aku pergi jumpa dia . Dia amek aku kat rumah . Mama bella cakap dia tak sopan . Korang nak taw tak sebab ape mama bella cakap camtu ? 

• dy tak turun dari kereta nak greet mama
• dy langsung tak senyum
• dy tak mintak izin pun kat mama

Bella rase sedih jugak lah sebab dia macam tu . Tapi bella suka berkawan nan dia . Nak buat macam mane nyh ae ? atoiyai . hmm . And mama cakap jangan berkawan nan dia lagi . Tapi bella tak bagitau kat dia . Takot dia kecewa and hampa . Hmm . Camne ea ? Korang bole bg advice tak kat bella ? 

NEED YOUR HELP PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!

percutian keluarga

assalammualaikum semua and salam sejahtera ,
                                  first sekali , nak say thanks kat sape yg sudi baca blog bella nyh . Nak kenal tak dengan abang2 beca ny ? haha .
this picture was taken at penang . Mase tu panas jugak lah cuaca kat penang . Tapi actually sape yang tenga berpayung tu ae ? is it abang beca or penumpang tu ? bella tengok abang beca tu yang berpayung . Kesian tengok akak penumpang tu tenga panas . Cair mekup dy kan ? :)
U all perasan tak yang abang beca tu seksa a.k.a seksi .
Nampak kan ape bella nampak ? haha . Bella tak perasan sangat time capture this picture . Time belek2 gambar , baru lah perasan ade sensor sikit kan ? So sorry ye guys . adek tak sengaja . Ahaxx :) (GEDIK JEK KAN ?)
Haa , ny nak habaq mai ni . Mase bella kat penang kan , mama bella tenga demam . Tapi abang bella tetap bawak mama and bella jalan2 . Even kami dari bagan serai . Kami ny orang johor kalau u all nak taw lah kan . Btw , back to the topic . Okay . Mase tu , kitaorang otw nak g bukit bendera .
Sampai2 sane tenga sebuk cari parking , bole pulak hujan turun kan . Tapi tak kesa lah . Dah sampai kot ? Dah dapat cari parking , dah siap2 nak turun ny , suddenly mama cakap , 'TAK PAYAH TURUN LAH , UJAN NY , MAMA PUN TENGA DEMAM ' . Bella dengan abang bella je taw ape perasaan kitaorang time tu . Binggit and geram sangat2 ! Last2 kitaorang tak jejak pun kat penang tu . Sedih lah jugak kan , tapi nak buat macam mane kan . Hmmm . Akhirnya , balek kat perak semula .
Okay guys , sampai sini je lah cotcet bella ary nyh . Hope korang semua tak lah bosan ye ? 
Wassalam ~